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Loving her makes me realize that I love her not because she’s beautiful, but she’s beautiful because I love her.
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What is LOVE?
How does it feel?
How can it turns a genius into idiots?

I’ve been searching for the answer for those questions for 27 years.
And now I found it. Thank God!

Love is a very beautiful thing.

Loving her makes me want to see her face first thing in thing in the morning, and hear her voice all day.

Loving her makes me want to spend the rest of my life with the same damn person (something that I’ve never could imagine before, phew, trust me!).

Loving her is the biggest mistake I might’ve ever done, at first, but later on I realize that it was just the way that God wants me to meet her, to get through all of the problems caused by it, to make me a better man.

Loving her teach me how to give, how to share, how to trust, how to be responsible, how to get through life in a new way.

Loving her makes me view so many things from a brand new point of view that I’ve never even imagine before.

Loving her makes me want to grow old with her.

Jarang2 ni gw nulis sesuatu yang melow begini, but what can I say.. love needs an appriciation, and this was mine.

Love is a war.
Love is a battle.
Love is a growing up.

Having you guys is by far the 2nd best thing I’ve ever had in life.. (the 1st one is finding my true love. lol).

You guys were always be there for me, even in my darkest night.
You guys give me the strength I need, just by saying one or two word, but that’s all I need.
You guys make me view life in various perspective that I’ve never explore before,
You guys teach me about life.
Makes me a better man.

And for that, I thank you guys, for being the best Friends in life. Hope our bonds last forever. I love you guys, i do.

"WHAT DOESN’T KILL YOU, MAKES YOU STRONGER"..
we’ve been through, probably, even the worst situation to "kill" a friendship.. but we somehow manage to find a way out, and it makes us even stronger than before..
The more situation we had, the stronger we are.
Thank God for those.

Ami.
Anon.
Getha.
Jacky.
Rani.
Silvi.
Lusi.
Plety.
Edo.
Fahmi.
Wendy.
Laras.
Wina.
Putri.
Roro.
Rere.

Love u guys.

what could a sister’s wedding mean to you?
it does a lot to me
I was standing right next to the groom, holding the cubic-zirconian wedding ring.
My parents  was suppose to be  happy and cry (that’s what I thought), but they seems more nervous then happy or sad. Maybe it’s because their first time.

In the end, it’s all so theaterical for me.
The isle.
The wedding gown.
The wedding song.
The priest.
The wedding ring.
and somehow, they touched me deep down inside.
I began to think that married is such a blessings.
And really worth it..
for the first time in my 27 years of living in this sinycal world.
I began to think.

Sekarang tinggal cari yang mau married ama gw!
heheh..

Temen komplek gw jaman kuliah dulu meninggal, kanker otak. Shocking news, it is. He may not the best friend of mine, but he is a very good one. Musuh bilyar gw yang paling jago. Pernah sekali ikut kompetisi rame2 satu geng, smuanya ga lolos babak penyisihan, cuman dia doang yang ke babak berikutnya.. damn, I miss those moments..

Yang bikin gw ga abis pikir, kanker otak itu kan definitely not a "one-week-incubation" disease.. Jadi harusnya dia udah ngerasain itu at least dari beberapa bulan lalu, mungkin malah beberapa tahun lalu.. tapi know what? The day he collapse, doctor said that kanker otak-nya udah stadium 4 !!! Anjrittt!! Gw ga bisa ngebayangin gimana dia nahan sakit selama ini, dan bahkan ga bilang ke siapa2, ditahan aja.. gila.. sebelum meninggal dia sempet bilang emang suka sakit, cuman ga bilang, ga pengen ngerepotin orang… stadium 4..

We’re all gonna miss you, Phoo.. May the good Lord be with you in the mighty heaven.. dan keluarga yang ditinggalkan dikasi kekuatan.. terutama Yadi.. yang tabah ya, Yad.. I know how much he means to you.. sori banget gw ga sempet dateng waktu di RS atau waktu dikubur, soalnya gw sendiri baru tau dari Kiky kemarin.. gosh.. and I feel very sorry for that..

Your spirit still held us strong..

In Memoriam,
Phoo (Fudin)

Let me tell you something you guys might never know about me :
GUA GA PUNYA PERASAAN!

I could make the biggest mistake, without feeling any regret out of it.
I can love someone today, and forget her tomorrow without any guilty feelings.

I am the most selfish person in the world, but I really don’t care.
I try to, but I can’t.

I am, is whatever you say I am. If I wasn’t, then why would I say I am.
I don’t know, it’s just the way I am. (EMINEM)

Being a leader of a group has its favor. But every favor has its own consequences. Just like the action-reaction thingy.

You will have to decide mostly everything —– If you make a mistake, people will blame you, or at least lose their respect on you.

You have staffs who follow your order without any doubts —- Give em too much of it, and they thought you trash em.

You are well known in your community —– No private live.

Anyhow, I do enjoy it. Though it’s a non profit organization where not much money involved (except for our upcoming trip to Japan), but it’s been a very nice pleasure working with them, knowing each person personally and finding the best unique way to communicate with each of them.

It can be  a real pain in the arsh sometime, especially when all the pressure is on you, and people are expecting you to do more than you are capable of.

And the pressure will always on until April 22nd.. but as usual, I’m a big fan of adrenalin rush, so.. Japan.. here we come !

Parents come for the weekend.. and two days after..
very bad timing I must say.
Jumat ada job dari pagi ampe sore.
Sabtu  mesti ke Bandung dari subuh trus siang ke ragunan ampe malem
plus 12 ongoing projects yang uda pada ditagih2in ama client
kekekek..
coba sehari ada 30 jam, atau 32 jam, atau 50 jam..
coba manusia ga perlu tidur..
coba ada Doraemon..

But there’s one thing I learn (since a long time ago, actually), jangan nunda2 pekerjaan. Semakin lo tunda dan lari, semakin parah. Mending dihadepin walau kena caci makian kaya gimana juga, tapi jelas kelanjutannya gimana.
Tul ga?

Iseng2 browsing friend’s list-nya temen2 SMP gw.. gile, tnyata banyak juga temen2 SMP yang ada di FS.. hehe.. jadi kangen kampung halaman. Ada Anggi, temen (or should I say something else? lol) SMP yang ndut, yang sekarang bujug tambah gendut aja, untung kmaren ga jadi ketemuan waktu lo janjian ama Jacques di Plaza Senayan.. hoahaha.. ada Purnama Dewi, jujur gw ga kenal banget ama lo, tapi kita pernah tetanggaan iya ga si? Inget banget gw lo JL. P.Batanta no.12 (Denpasar) sementara gw no 22. hehe.. Ada Tisa, temennya Anggi yang super tomboi, sampe sekarang tetep aja model rambutnya kaya gitu.. kekek.. ada Bulan, cm ga ga yakin ini Bulan yang gw kenal bukan.. yang temen satu geng-nya Grace, Silvana, dan the most popular girls in schools lainnya. Sementara gw the most unpopular boy in school, jadi pasti lo ga sebrapa inget ama gw.. hehe..
masi banyak yang blom ketemu ni. Mana si Helen Yudiani Ramli ?? hehe.. Jangan heran gw inget nama lengkap lo, secara lo mantan Ketua OSIS yang namanya sering gw ketik sebagai rekomendasi surat bolos.. hoahahah.. mana juga si Iswahyudi.. kekek.. my so-called best friend yang katanya sekarng uda jadi model ga jelas.. kekek.. ayo mana yang laennya???

I just realize one bad thing about freelancing.. nobody will back you up

for $400? sure I’ll take that
quite frustating i must say
but well accomplished in the end
wired payment is not available
but expecting the Western Union soon enough now